"Self-love."

As  regards the "Poems" section of the literature subject, we had to write a poem that followed the themes/structure of the poems read in class this term: "Passion", "Song" and "The clod and the pebble". In my case, I followed the structure from "Passion" that means I wrote of a revelation or change of state.

                                    "Self-love"
                               
               In front of my eyes, stood the truth,
               reminscing it now, it was a certainty always underneath.
               Heartache had now been brought to birth,
               accumulating in my chest as tears bursted, being left no faith.
                         
               I noticed I was sobbing,
               thought it now was as senseless as living.
               Because I was already dead,
               the butterflies previously in my stomach were now in my head,
               confusing me and giving me a sense of faint.
               Of the girl I had been there was now no hint.

               But as light from the sunrise emerged,
               I felt a fire in my soul loomed.
               It was him who decided to leave all behind,
               and I wasn´t going to stay blind.
               I knew about my self-worth,
               if towards it he was loath,
               nothing but his problem was it.